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    September 26

    2008秋

    天气预报预告周末要开始强降温,早晚白天温差会很大
    终于舒了一口气,可以开着窗呼吸新鲜空气安睡了
    连着两天夜里开空调睡觉,非常不适应
    昨晚不知做了什么梦,或者是因为睡前喝了太多的水解渴
    早晨醒来两眼被厚厚的眼屎粘住,花了好久时间才能勉强睁开超级水肿的眼皮...
     
    很久没有感受过如此之硬的眼屎了,简直是一座小山,包裹在眼皮边缘
    会突然好像回到儿时的某个清晨,夜里会做超级丰富的梦,总是很不情愿的被拖起来上学,刷牙的时候眼睛也是那样被粘着,闭着的...
    更远的能回忆起大概是3,4岁时的情景,半夜被小便憋醒,心中害怕,但是不得不起床抹黑走到厕所,拉开灯的一霎那,灯光从被眼屎粘住的眼皮缝里钻进来,坐在马桶上会有点晕眩,甚至怀疑是否还在梦里,非得要摸一下边上冰凉的瓷砖才肯罢休...
     
    周末的时候,老妈去二舅家忙他们搬家理东西,无意中找到了多年前她写给我的信
    那时我初二,寄住在二舅家,老妈则回到了贵州继续上班
    那时的电话虽然已经普及,但是长途话费确实非常昂贵,所以我们母女之间多以信件交流
    回头看妈妈当年一笔一画的关切和鼓励,真是感概万千
    我也从母亲的文字里找到了一些答案,关于为什么我会变成现在的我,为什么我们母女分开过那么久,但是感情和理解却丝毫不少
     
    当天晚上,正好大灵值班,所以老妈过来陪我
    睡在一起聊天,聊到迷迷糊糊的时候,我想起来家里的薏仁生虫了,就和老妈提了一下
    没想到第二天下班回来,在阳台上,摆着老妈下午帮我清理过,晒好的薏仁...
     
    我想这也许就是我昨晚做梦的原因,那些被积压着的感动在夜里汹涌而来
    这是我今天秋天最大的收获,即使从前我了解并且同样爱着我的父母
    但是从没有像现在这样,在平凡的细节中感受他们的伟大,并且如此知足感恩
     
    我喜欢记录四季
    其实是记忆四季中发生的那些故事
    风的温度,云的形状,空气里的湿或燥...
    虽然如今四季已不再那么鲜明,有时更替只在短短的几天
    但感觉总是敏锐的,一个小细节,就可以产生共鸣沉睡的弯月

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    vincent vonwrote:
    哈哈,你还是老样子
    Oct. 6
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    karena wrote:
    每次看你的文字,总有种懒洋洋又透着温暖的感觉。。。超爱。。。
    很久没见了,国庆想参观新家,不知欢迎伐。。。:)
    Sept. 29
    蓓韵 朱wrote:
    恩,因为我们知道感恩,所以我们一直在收获。
    节日快乐。
    Sept. 29
    我不敢看那些信因为我怕我会哭的很厉害...
    Sept. 26
    栋 徐wrote:
    眼疾~
    心宽~
    Sept. 26
    秋天来了~
    Sept. 26

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